my friends never understand me. it's bizarre. see,i get moodswings. seriously. first I'm happy. then I'll get pissed,don't even know why. now they get pissed at me 'cause of the way I act everytime my mood changes. hell I already told them my moodswings keeps on getting me into weird situations,said I was sorry. but heck,they still don't understand me. next thing I know my 2 bestfriends are talking about me behind my back calling me weird. But who gives a shit XD
see my point is,they don't pay attention!!

I tell them stuffs,the next day,I have to tell them all the details over again. It's just. annoying. But they're my friends so I understand.

But my moodswings are getting into my nerves. they drive me crazy. I get a hard time making decisions. I mean,all my decisions depend on my mood. and after I decide on something. when my mood changes,I wanna change that decision. When I do,my mood changes again. gaah! what the fck!?


and the way I act. Ofcourse it interferes with the way I act.
When I'm a happy. I make other people happy. I'm just hyper and it will never be a dull moment when you're talking to me.
When I'm sad,which rarely happens,I just well. don't talk at all. shut my mouth that's all I do.
When I'm pissed. I wanna break everything in sight. everything and I don't pay attention to anyone. I shout at 'em.
Think that's normal?
my mood changes like every 10 minutes or so.

It's driving me nuts. for now. who knows what I'll say about my moodswings as soon as my mood changes in 5...4...3...2...1 XD